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 I will wear what I want.

 I will get tattoos if I want.

 I will wear makeup if I want.

 I will dye my hair if I want.

 I will pierce whatever I want.

 I will shave what I want.

 I will lose weight if I want.

 I will gain weight if I want.

 I will have sex if I want.

 Stop telling me what to do with my body because I’m a girl. 

(Source: spookyaries, via toxikbarbie)

Being married.

Nothing I expected. At all.

Getting married.

Getting married in roughly 12 hours. Semi nervous, but more upset Ill be doing it without anyone, not my girls not my mom no friends… I’m scared… Scared I won’t be able to look over and know someone has my back-I know I have my friends at home, but it’s not the same. Idk…

The Navy.

My soon to be husband has to leave for deployment in 30 days. Literally as soon as we get to his command he has to leave. I’m sad, and scared & don’t want him to go. The thought of him being gone for so long, with sometimes long stretches of no contact? I’d probably die a little. I’m terrified of the whole situation. I dont want him to think im freaking out, because im not about us. I just am about me.


(Source: Spotify)

My first post.

This is mostly gonna be for me. To get out all the things I can’t quite say during the day. -Nikki

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